Saturday, September 30, 2006
hello =)
i'm off to get ready for catechism class later, and then i have some wedding dinner to go to. =(
i'd rather stay home and sleep!
oh wells, i'm bored. sami can't talk either..
and my mother is seriously CRAZY already!
she told me shes gonna die soon and i was like 'uh okay.'
then she wanted to make me get off the phone with sami which is soo stupid lah cos i just started talking to her.
so nvm her i talked to sami till like 1 plus in the morning. then i was scared she murder me cos shes like crazy what so i waited for daddy to come out of the toilet then i slept. HAHA. woke up super late today, then ate and going to catechism class.. meeting illi and sandra.
so yup =)
byee. <3s
not today;
5:59 AM;
Friday, September 29, 2006
ihatethewayifeelalonewhenyou'renotaroundihatethewayifeelhappywhenyoucallandsayhelloihatethewayifeelsosadwhenyoudon'tseemtocareihatethewayicutmyselfjusttoseeifyou'rethereihatethesewhentheyhappenandihateyoutothecoreiwishalli'vesaidwastruebutyouknowhowireallyfeelandthatshowiloveyou.-unknownauthor!haha i got this from somewhere,its nice right!=)
not today;
9:29 AM;
hello, my head hurts like shit and i can't sleep!
how very freaking good is that?
yah and it doesn't help when my mother is now calling me a slut for going to eat at macs today.
i was with my GIRL friends, and she thinks i was with guys and i was like 'i dunno how to 'make friends' with guys at macs.' and she said 'dunno right, you're such a slut.' WOW THANKS.
k i'm pissed, and today i ponned like half and hour plus of lessons, spent that time with angelina and aurelia at the toilet, told sister dot i was having stomachache.. haha oh wells, then met rivy joni and siling or smth outside my class there, she passed me saga seeds in a bottle with a good luck note! thanks dear! =) <3 then we went to macs at the tampines interchange there, its so cozy there!! haha yup i had hotcakes. =) joni was bloody funny to talk to! she made us all laugh like siao and i almost spit out my saliva k! HAHA k retarded.
then we went to century square second floor toilet where we had fun on the couch and we took a pic of the woman who came and slept next to us. =_=
HAHA it was damn funny. then went to take neos, spent quite alot of time at the neoprint shop.. had quite alot of fun too! haha i look retarded in the neos though..
yeah then i had to tell BOTH MY PARENTS where i was cos if not i'll kana when i get home. pfft.
then.. hmm.. i went home after awhile around 1.30 plus? yeah then caame home and kana for NOTHING then i went to study, but was so tired so i slept, then now i'm awake cos i can't sleep.
illi pangsay-ed me today. meanie. haha nvm still love u.
k i'm off to study..
<3s! byeee
thingsAREchangingforthebetter?sighimissyouireallydoandtodaywasgreatthatyouwerewithme.andyourcallandconcern.andyourupset-nessatmycuts.attheendofthedayistillcan'tsaygoodbye.
not today;
8:51 AM;
Thursday, September 28, 2006
hello today was such a horrible lah i can't believe it.first wake up like damn late lah.so yeah then kinda rush to school then met sami who was waiting for me at the gate there,and walked in had assembly blah dee blahs,went to pass everyone whom i made the good luck wishes for..yeah ahaha they seem happy. which makes me kinda happier?yup then had homeroom where mr ng briefed us on exams blah blahs again.then had life arts where we had to freaking present again and took my home econs test then joseph was like rushing me lah. pffft.then had recess, which was kinda fun i guess. i ate 2 siew mais and a cup of milo. so yeah shouldn't put on too much weight.then had drama and watched the toher groups perform and ms kang said i can go 2.7 if i want cos she said i'm good. haha yay. yup, then was late for geog but mr tan didn't come.. so just sat there and stoned, english was damn fun cos all we did was stone and sister dot gave us sweets!alot of sweets so yay. =)assembly was nagging time again and yeah sec ones could leave earlier. =)then i waited for sami to do her drama project thingy and while we were like sitting at the second floor study area there then emilia and her friends came then laugh laugh joke joke tease tease while i tried to fold back gen's letter which is SO HARD TO FOLD.haha in the end it looked deformed.oh wells, then she didn't take her exam in the end so we went off.. had to carry all my books which were HEAVY!haha yaa then i went to sami's house and jamie whos so nice to help me carry my books on the bus ride! =) yay thanks!haha yeah then we went to buy bubble tea and food to eat.. went back and studied, stoned and used comp. watch some silly cartoons and ate dinner then we did SMTH SMTH which is bad, but whatever.we both heard bad news today, so yeah we're sad, TOGETHER.HAHA yup so thats today. tmr's half day, i'm coming home NO CHOICE they're grounding me.they said if i don't go home right after school i shouldn't go home at all. =_=my mother is such a bitch, i would like to personally murder her right now.and now my entire family's pissed with me. COS OF HER!!!!!! ugh k i'm pissed.byee. gonna go and sleep superly early. was talking to angelina just now, so yeah. talking to darling noelle now!k byeeeee. =liamreallysad,thissuckstothecore.i'vebeenplayedwithandi'mnotgonnaletthathappenanymore.ihadenough,i'mnotmissingyou.iwishiwasn'tlying.i hate you,iwish.itsbacktomypenknifenow.hellorazors,hellocuts.
not today;
1:23 PM;
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
MY MOTHER IS SOOOOOOO ANNOYING!!!
oh gawd shit lah, she just finished nagging at me abt my 'rudeness' ah fuck!
first she kept calling me like every 5 minutes asking where i am, i mean i already told her i'm going for ballet right. k nvm, then now shes acusing me of FAKING THAT I WENT FOR BALLET i mean wth right!! how bloody sickening is that, if i went out i would tell her loh.
i'm not the kind who will tell her stuff like that loh.
k shit shit shit i'm pissed. then she said i'm being so rude and lying to her 'all the time' that i go for ballet when i'm 'out having fun'. HELLO i'm STRESSED for exams too okay?! and it doesn't help when she does this. and shes acting all sick and sad and 'disappointed in me' so my dad is like scolding me too cos she told him i 'bullied' her WTF RIGHT. k my mother is the WORST.
k enough abt that. i'm damn scared for exams now.. its like DAMN NEAR and i'm not ready yet.
well i'm staying awake in class! improvement already. =D hee.
yeah shes still acting sick and depressed!! BITCH!!!! k smile. =))
right so i went for ballet after going to illi's house which was after school.. her mummy bought me lunch,=) thanks!! haha yay then met glenda at tm and we went for class who had like only 3 ppl and i'm the only hardworking one who still comes for classes after exams!
and i have pics with glenda! but haven't upload. so yeah, wil upload asap.
haven't eaten yet, me hungry. hahaha like pig like that.
k tmr will be my sleeping day, cos i NEED TO SLEEP. as in after school, =)
k byeee all <3s
ican'tsayidon'tmissyouanymorecosiftheresanythingimiss,thatsYOUYOUYOU.andi'mleftagain,staringatmyphone,waitingforyourmsg/call..justlikethestupidhopefulgirliam. =(
not today;
11:39 AM;
Monday, September 25, 2006
hello!!
i'm bored, oh now its SINGAPORE IDOL.
k i still think joakim's bloody cute even though he can't sing! =)
hahaha today i came home straight after school to take care of mummy.. poor mummy's still so sick! sigh sigh.. i'm alot better, just sounding really weird. k i'm gonna watch tv now!!
byeee <3s
somethinghappnedtoday,idunnowhatyoumeantbythatbuti'mstillhoping,alwayshoping..willalwaysbehoping.sighsigh.
not today;
12:47 PM;
Sunday, September 24, 2006
k today's a bad day..
i'm still sick, but alot better. =) i sound like a trumpet! haha retarded. k, lets see..
i last updated on.. friday right? i can't rmb, anyways on friday i was at home.. then saturday which was yesterday i went to watch forbidden city!
its damn nice the show, BUT the sex part was UHHH damn gross lah. haha EEEEEE they put the guy's head at the woman's below area! like wth right, so xrated. hahaha k then yeah, its was quite sad but didn't cry. henny was falling asleep! it wasn't that boring actually. the seats were not bad, we could see the entire stage =) yup then after the show went home and took care of mummy who is like MORE SICK THAN ME. she went hospital! so scary k.. yeah but shes slightly better. all cos i take care of her =) *beam* haha k retarded.
oh today was kinda bad lah cos of smthsmth which only darling noelle knows abt *wink* haha yup woke up superly early went for mass with my sister who was kinda evil to me!
yup we cabbed there and went for mass which was less boring cos she was willing to talk. BUT i didn't get to see AHEMAHEM today, which is sad. its ok,there nxt week. =D
haha yup then after that went to parkway to eat yoshi.. ate and shopped but didn't buy anything, sadly. and then came home to see mummy and bought for her some stuff to eat and drink.. at around 1 like that sis and me went downstairs to bk to study.. which she FORCED ME TO DO. she freaking took my phone and was like damn evil lah. 'STUDY STUDY!' banging the table and stuff. freakeeeeey. yup so thats it.. gonna bathe and watch SI. =)
k i'm offfff <3s!
I AM STUDYING NOW. like a good girl =)
ihatehowistareatmyphone,waitingforyourmsg/call.
thingsare gonna be over soon cos i'm already giving up..
sooner or later, i'm gonna forget everything we shared.
iknowpplsayishouldn't but honestly,
ihadenoughalready.
not today;
10:36 AM;
Friday, September 22, 2006
hello all =)
i'm SICK!
so yeha didn't go to school today..
doctor said i only like have cough flu and a throat infection.. but now i have a fever.
abit only! heehee yup, its sad cos i can't talk on the phone =(
someone said i sounded 'pathetic' today.. haha stupid lah, i'm sick! how GLAM can i sound?
oh i was at rivy's place again yesterday,had so much fun again.. love you rivy! =)
tmr's forbidden city.. and sami says she'll be taking care of me. =) love u sami!
haha yups so thats all. will update soon. <3s!
not today;
3:04 PM;
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
HELLO =)
hee today was happy. and tiring. and sickening!
well we had to have a lit test early in the morning, which sucks. yep. was with illi at the same corridor as usual on weds and fris. yep yep =)
uhh it was fun, we talked and stuff. aurelia came and threw my teeshirt at my face, thanks so much. >=l
and illi LAUGHED. hahaha yup. yesterday was sepnt at rivy's house watching a movie, playing soccer, the table kind. haha dunno how to say. we snacked like siao and did some other stupid things.. hee which is secret =)
k yup today went to oli's house to do drama project. with tharshini and channie too..yep, uh we used our new ears and noses they're CUTE! haha waiting for oli to send the pics. yep, i ate with chan. my throat's so fucking itchy, i feel like stuffing my hand in and scratching it.. now all i can do is cough like a retard.. very pain lah! haha oh wells. i will get better =)
yup. anyways ppl saying i spread rumours that she likes me but wth i wouldn't do that lah, shes not even crook can! haha yup. SO THERE. =)
k i'm off. to sleep.. =) <3s bye. i'm still in love, which is retarded.. BUT SUNDAY'S COMING!! =D
not today;
8:49 AM;
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
k today's gonna be a short post.
i went to rivy's house, had ALOT of fun!
going on thurs again, to play talk eat watch tv play.
tmr's oli's house for project.
yep thats it! hah k i'm off.
i'm SICK!!!!!!!!!! k i'll gte better.
goodbye. i'm in <3. HAH.
<3s
not today;
1:21 PM;
Monday, September 18, 2006
hello all i feel like SHIT.
my throat's horrible.
cough cough sniff sniff!
actually more of clearing my poor stupid fucked up throat!
gosh. hee today was so boring lah k! haha i went home straight after school, wasn't exactly feeling well and i need to sleep! XD
during class today i was listening to my mp3 half the time. yeah had history test too. julie tan's quite nice, never scold me for not doing all her work. haha i hope i pass lah k!
it was alright only. anyways exams coming soon. =(
nvm it shall be over and done with, and nxt year i'm not gonna be in 2.8. cheer cheer.
yep carried my new bag today, yay! haha it kinda stinks so i sprayed it with white musk =)
alrightys uh, i watch my super ex girlfriend which nice angelina lent me.. and its super funny! haha she very uh violent when they had sex. of cos they didn't show xrated stuff, i'm innocent. i won't watch loh. HAHA k sorry i'm like crapping. k i'm off. poor illi's phone got confiscated! hah nvm babe its ok.
tmr's ballet with reina and glenda! don't think will be dancing. my throat. is killing me! k i'm off.
byee <3ssss
not today;
12:56 PM;
Sunday, September 17, 2006
HELLO ALL! =)
today was a great day.
GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY!
hahaha started off with breakfast. and then met sarah foo for mass..
which was boring!
hah then i went shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
woots. um i bought only 3 things.
a pair of white SHORT heels.
a pretty pretty blue and white dress.
anddddddddddd a nice black bag!
YAY i'm so frekaing tired. school tmr. sian! haha
k i'm off.
byee <3s!
not today;
1:15 PM;
Saturday, September 16, 2006
alright =)
i've been sick! sadly. hee.. i have finished watching
princess hours!yay! haha the story is so freaking nice they're gonna have a baby!
the guy is so charming lahhhhhh k i shall find out his name which i would probably not be able to pronounce properly. GERRREAT.
ahaha last night was spent watching the next wave at nus. it was pretty good. and of cos i loved the guest performance the most, being the biased me!
hah i didn't perform but yeah. i shall work harder. was with illi,esther,callista and darlene. and benjamin cheah and gabriel. they were being idiots. hahaha esp gabriel who SLEPT. waste money only. XD
i am starting to be not so addicted to the freaking com. was so tired today, after tuition i slept like a pig! my eyes are closing right now too. GOSH. haha i shall sleep somemore after dinner. tmr got ballet and church and stuff as usual. then back to school AGAIN! preparing for exams SUCK.
i need to pray more often. i shall go to church. was talking to angelina when i wasn't sleeping earlier. hee then benjamin not cheah msged. so yeah. ponned catechism class today. i can't function properly. so tired and sleepy and sick!
nxt week is forbidden city. sami's coming to watch with me so yays. love her.
and of cos everyone. <3 yay. hee i'm being retarded cos i'm too tired to think. dinner's soon. i'm off!
byeee <3s.
not today;
11:24 AM;
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hello there.
i'm at illi's house now. hee, its boring here. shes bathing and aurelia put down already and cheri stop replying and chloe too and dominic chan too. so great. hee. so i shall blog =)
everyrday's been tiring and boring... ballet also not really often now, and i'm far too tired lah k!
haha.. hee ladida. daddy's coming to pick me up soon. me and illi or wrong illi and me had fun at toys r us today! we were playing like we were kids. hee. it was fun. shall update again. daddy's here!
byeee <3s
not today;
11:23 AM;
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
HELLO.
i am SICK. =)
which is why i wasn't in school and illi claims she saw 'me'. i was like 'uhhh?' hee.
oh and mr ng called my father pls.
like wtf right, do i look like i give a shit abt the bloody standard test? i was having a FEVER!
fuck him lah. i don't stand in my class line he also got problem.
tell him first, i'm not going 2/8 whatever happens cos i DON'T WANT TO!
so there. haha =) i shall go to any other class except 2/8. mr ng can TALK to me as many times as he likes but i'm not going to 2/8!
yay. hahah ok so today was spent being woken up at 9 in the morning by aurelia. and then going back to sleep and then being woken up again by her AGAIN. hahah yeah then watch PRINCESS HOURS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahah yay it rocks. the guy's so... aiytohhh CHARMING!
hahahah yay it was so nice. i have 6 more discs to go. GREAT.
hahah k i'm happy. talkign to rivy now. was talking to illi earlier and shes TIRED cos of HISTORY. or smth like that i can't rmb. k i'm off. its like 11.10 now and i have to sleep. =)
byeee. <3s.
not today;
3:06 PM;
Monday, September 11, 2006
hello everybody!!!
i am drop dead TIRED!
oh man. i can just sleep right here right now. and stupid msn doesn't wanna work like WHYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am incredibly pissed. not even windows messenger or the stupid e buddy thingy WTHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
nvm maybe its telling me i should be sleeping instead of using this stupid comp. i kicked my com a few times already. HAHA.
bloody computer! DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
anyway went off to tm right after school with illi to have lunch at yoshinoya.. and went walk walk A LITTLE BIT! haha thanks babe. had a fun time!
back to school.. cca started! oh boos. haha
haha today's cca was spent moving the really huge yellow and red BALLS! i rolled around them.
HAHAHHAHA ok why do i find this so amusing?!
yeah then i was kinda high and happy. =)
cca was fuuuuun! had fun with everyone!
seniors were comparing tummy fats so i went and showed them my lumpy ones.
HAHAHHAHA then they were like 'don't have la!!!' and lisa threatened to slap me.
hahaha okay that was fun lah. but i DO have fats. REALLLLY LAH.
then thurs no cca for me... the balls were dman fun lah k!
i love slacking during cca. but i wanna do syf lah, if anything.
i shall sleep soon, cos tmr's a long school day, AND i'm going to study with gendy wendy then go for ballet.. BOOHOOOOOOOS. haha nvm its ok =)
it shall help me lose weight, YAY!
k i'm typing too much. am too tired to type already. byeee all =)
<3s
not today;
1:28 PM;
Sunday, September 10, 2006
k today, i was at home ALL DAY.
BUUUUUUTTTTT it was so freaking FUUUUUUUUUN cos i watched
**PRINCESS HOURS**ahahah yay! it was sooooo nice. i have abt 14 more discs to go. i shall watch it by this week.
end of holidays today. sad right.
no more time to watch princess hours.
i tell u man. that guy.. AHHHHHHHH why does he have to be soooo charming huh?!
omg. *faint* haha i siao already lah.
kk i gtg off now. feeling so cold.
school tmr. boos.
byeee <3s
not today;
2:20 PM;
Saturday, September 09, 2006
TODAY WENT WELL =)
thanks thanks thanks x infinity to those who wished me good luck and encouraged me cos it means ALOT to me yeah =)
i messed it up, but i'm quite happy so yeah.
its all over anyway, no point being too upset or anything.
i smiled like SO MUCH, my jaw hurt.
which is a good and bad thing i guess, hah!
the examiner was so JOLLY!
she's quite nice lah, kinda joky. haha i'm kinda sad though.. its like after this, there won't be so many lessons anymore, and all my ballet friends will like drift away that kinda thing. especially those from the other grades and of cos the most senior of seniors!
sigh sigh. anyways i went in with someone i knew today, lucky me. juliaaaa! hahaha =)
i cried on the way there.. so nervous then my stomach also pain.
my whole family came. mummy daddy and ly. haha tmr she's bringing me out to watcha movie! finally. =) yay!
k i'm off. =) <3s
not today;
1:11 PM;
Friday, September 08, 2006
TOMORROW'S THE DAY WHERE EVERYTHING WILL HAVE TO PAY OFF..
GOD I'M FREAKING OUT..
THANKS TO ALL THOSE WHO SAID THEY'LL PRAY AND FOR THEIR GOOD LUCK WISHES.
so all i've been working for.. and all the TIME i spent, it has to pay off tmr..
sigh. i'm sooo tired. 5 hours dancing today.
i'm off to rest. can't do anything much anymore!
<3s
not today;
1:00 PM;
I'M OFF TO BALLET. =)
YAY i'm getting closer to my little CHECKLIST.
woohoo. hahaha i might even go for TWO classes today!!!!!
RASHES are still THERE. getting better though =)
well, they're gonna be in my stockings ALL DAY LONG.
tmr's ballet exam. PRAY FOR ME PLEASE?! =)
hahaha i'm gonna not freak out. won't faint either.
SHIT ITS LIKE 24 HOURS TO THE EXAM *faint*!!!!!!
kk i better go for ballet. <3s
not today;
5:36 AM;
Thursday, September 07, 2006
BOOS.
SISTER DIDN'T BRING ME OUT TODAY.
COS I HAVE RASHES! LIKE WTH LAH. ON MY LEGS.
ITCHY ITCHY!
HAHA BUT I'M FINE =) ITS ALMOST GONE NOW!
yup yup i have ballet later,i have decided to do the following things:
1. WORK SUPER DUPER HARD FOR MY INTER FOUNDS.
2. WORK SUPER HARD FOR MY STUDIES.
3. PRAY AND GO TO CHURCH.
4. FORGET ABT SOMEONESOMEONE.
=) yay me. haha i'm going to church tmr! after ballet.
and today i did ALL MY HW! yay me!
and for ballet today, i'm gonna make sure i almost die.
<3s to all! off to practice ballet now! =)
not today;
7:38 AM;
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
i am here AGAIN!
guess why? cos i don't have any plans for today..
except that i have to do my stupid hw, cos sister dotty actually CALLED ME to tell me to hand up her TWO lit assignments..
which i haven't even done yet!
*kills self* soooo dead!
therefore, today, which is sep 6, will be STUDY DAY for me!
or rather, hw doing day.
i swear my EOYs are gonna suck. ah i don't give a shit anymore! =)
not going for ballet either. i tell you, my legs are like gonna drop off anytime.
stomach hurts too.. i'm such a problem child! haha problems with my physical health!
mental health also lah. =p
kk i'm off to do work, and i'm not gonna use the comp until i finish my work!
which is like 546764224243784168767542 pieces of work!
i shall use the comp next year then. HAHA okay sorry. i'm off!
<3s byeee =)
not today;
8:07 PM;
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
hellooos!!!!!
i have a white hand! woohoo! haha cos of the calamine lotion.. i calamined my pointe shoes!
they look.. less shiny now. haha =)
ladidaaa.. oh tmr i'm not going shopping anymore... BOOS.
cos sarah forgot! she says saturday, but can't lah. oh wells.
mummy can't either, so i shall be a good girl and not pon ballet and maybe meet up with illi.
thursday is going out day with illi too!
haha movie and then i have ballet. bleah.
friday's ballet AGAIN. i have ballet everday. nvm its ok, its all for saturday! after saturday, i shall be FREEEEEEE. =)
standing ovation for that!
k i'm going to continue chatting with les and dee..
=) <3
not today;
1:28 PM;
Monday, September 04, 2006
the days have been boring!
sunday, church, shopping and blah blah as usual.
today, slack, sleep, tv and ballet..
which was damn bloody tiring, i wasn't even jumping anymore!
and tmr's ballet AGAIN and mass with LIIIIIISAAAA!
and then wednesday's shopping with sarah foo then mummy..
then thursday's not planned yet. probably ballet.. and maybe mass.
then friday's definitely ballet. maybe even TWO CLASSES..
then saturday's
BALLET EXAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!freakkeeeeeeyyyyyy!!!!!!okay, i'm so gonna dance in my sleep and wherever else.
gonna pray more often too.
kayy i'm off!
bathe and watch ANTM! woohooooo!
=)) <3
not today;
1:39 PM;
Saturday, September 02, 2006
TODAY
WAS
ABSUOLUTELY
BORING.
YAWN YAWN.
HAD CATECHISM CLASS. SO WAS IN CHURCH..
THAT WAS TODAY!
=) <3
not today;
3:06 PM;
Friday, September 01, 2006
youneverknewthatiwasthere,idon'tthinkyouwilleverknowthat'swhyiwannaletgoandihave,there'llneverbethisfeelingforanyoneelsenot emo! haha its just smth i wanna say. i shall update again later. for now..i'm SICK!
no ballet for me. =( boos. sore throat.
not today;
5:41 AM;
